Acupuncture: round 3

Had some KILLER points during acupuncture yesterday. The one that hurt the most was in my ear, a point that "settles the mind". I felt WONDERFUL for a couple of hours afterward.

Feeling good today... went for a walk with Luca. As it gets warmer, our neighborhood is really showing its personality. It's so much better being happy all the time. It makes me sad, because I barely remember the last 6 months, I was in such a fog. I feel like I have missed out on Luca's babyhood, since I wasn't fully there, mentally. It feels nice to hear him cry and not have to fend off a panic attack. It feels nice to wake up, still very tired, but not so exhausted that I have to will my limbs to move at all. It feels nice to see my husband do one of those little-annoying-things and just smile to myself, rather than silently fume and obsess.

Luca only woke up 3 times last night, which is lucky because Ash woke up with a sore throat, and I can let him sleep in.

I took Luca to The Regulator to look at some books, yesterday. A new big color picture book called "Tiny Homes: Simple Shelter" was there, and I got SO inspired looking through it that I sat down (giving Luca a toy) and sketched down some great ideas. To build without proving structural integrity your building has to be 12'X12' or smaller, and I was struggling imagining living in a place that small. But this book showed how it could be done (tip no. 1: outdoor kitchen! tip no. 2: bath house!).

Nutritionist said my diet doesn't have enough variety, carbohydrates, or FLAVOR! I guess I would eat more if my food actually tasted good, eh? I'm looking up some recipes right now, for tomato-less barbecue sauce and marinara sauce. A good meat sauce over some quinoa pasta sounds DELICIOUS.

Neil deGrasse Tyson is coming to UNC and I can't go because I have a baby :( Eh. Fair trade. ;)

Edit: HE IS CRAWLING BACKWARD!! I swear he learned it from Leo the other day, because he was doing nothing resembling crawling until after their play date.

I just realized that my DMER is gone. Breastfeeding only feels warm, fuzzy, happy, etc now. Oh it's so wonderful!!

Tonights tasty dinner adventure: white fish on corn tortillas with fruit salsa (mango, pineapple, cilantro, onions, salt, pepper), rice cheese (thought I'd give it a try...), and lettuce.

TTC and TTC

It's December and we have been officially trying to conceive for 32 days. Took a pregnancy test a few days ago because my temperature went up and stayed up! But it was negative. Still no Aunt Flo, sill the elevated temperature, so I guess I could have taken the test too early (the test was also a couple years old so that may have been a factor too). The instructions say wait 7 days before taking another test. The waiting game it is then.

I have been trying to hold out on any baby prep until I'm actually pregnant. But when I was in Amsterdam I was buying a present for a pregnant friend and I saw these PERFECT little leather booties (used of course). So I bought them (only 8 euro!!).



And recently I bought some crafting supplies and tried making a stuffed animal for the first time:





BUT I SWEAR THAT'S THE LAST BABY STUFF I WILL DO. The wool is 100% natural wool... but the felt is not, which made me feel pretty guilty. I am going to look at Joann's craft store next week to see if I can find some 100% recycled felt (100% wool felt is too expensive, until I have my own sheep).

I'm trying to conceptualize what I want our family's home to look like. In my head it has always been Bag End, Bilbo Baggins' home in "The Hobbit" and "The Lord of the Rings". Due to our lack of experience building things that don't fall down... we may be going with the yurt option and building add-ons (wood burning stove, greenhouse, deck). There is a group of people around here who know what they are doing (Carolina Cob) but I'm afraid to ask what they charge. A yurt will probably cost $10,000 total, including a bunch of add-ons but not all of the add-ons.... a lot less than rent and mortgage for the rest of your life!!
I have been collecting pictures of sustainable homes off of the internet for inspiration.





This is a picture of how a girl built a rocket stove into the floor of her yurt!! Very cool.





Then they did something REALLY cool... they wrapped piping around the heater and ran water through it. INSTANT HOT BATH!



My parent's roof is so huge, it could capture a LOT of water. There is already one rain barrel in place and it is always full all the time. One of the chickens tried to roost on it so I'm afraid there might be some chicken poop in there... sill chickens.

THE FUTURE IS EXCITING. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. The best prep for collapse is OPTIMISM!