I just used an online calculator to see how many calories I ate today so far... 1087!!!! I'm supposed to eat 2500 as a nursing mother. I have zero appetite right now, but I'm forcing myself to eat a cup of nuts with some raspberries before going to bed. Why do I not feel hungrier?? I eat until I'm full, and then I keep eating. I snack constantly. I think I like feeling hungry too much. It just feels... clean. So streamlined. Light. I hated being pregnant because I was FORCED to eat huge amounts of food or pass out. When I gave birth, my feeling of regular, non-emergent hunger returned... I think I just enjoy that too much. The feeling of being hungry and not feeling like it's an emergency. Sometimes I don't even think I notice I'm hungry.
Ugh, these nuts and fruit taste terrible. I'm so hungry, I love nuts and fruit, but something about my appetite is so... off. All I want is a huge bag of chocolate cookies.
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